They say that change is good and I agree but it’s also a bit scary. No, I take that back it’s seriously scary but it’s also invigorating. It can give us a new perspective on the same ol’ life. It can stretch our safety zone and mold us into a new, and hopefully, better person. Last week I spoke of standing on the precipice and looking out over the possibilities. Today, I am still on that precipice but I have a more focused view of one particular area and a strong desire to head in that direction.
So, as some of you know, I tried for a promotion but fell just a tad short. I didn’t fall short because of anything I did or didn’t do. It was a good decision by management because the person who did get the promotion has been doing the work of said position on an interim basis for around a year. It would have been highly unfair to promote me over her and would’ve probably caused all kinds of unhappy feelings with the staff. It would’ve been a difficult position to come into and be successful with those kind of ill feelings. I did, however, get a very nice consolation prize in a transfer that I requested about a month ago. Not only did I get the transfer but the area manager was so impressed with my interview that he came to me and asked if I was interested and I will essentially get my own little area within the district. It’s pretty much everything I asked for and wanted. I’ve heard nothing but good things about my new supervisor and am looking forward to getting to work with her.
So in a month or two (we need to fill my position and another in my current location before I can move) I will be working out of an entirely new area. There are down sides but what job doesn’t have a few of those? There will be a longer drive and more gas and no raise. I’ll be working up at around 5500 feet so there will be snow in the winter and the drive will be a bit treacherous. I will need to spend some money on garments that can be worn under the uniform to stay warm and there will be a host of duties that others have done for me (because it’s their job) that I will now have to complete. It’ll mean I’m going to find myself in some pretty uncomfortable positions but I’ve found that those positions really mold you into a new person and then really breaks the mold. It is a supremely uncomfortable position to be in…standing there not knowing exactly what to do with a bunch of people standing around expecting you to know what to do and then to do it…but I have found over the last six years that I like it…or at least respond in a positive manner most times.
Of course there will also be really awesome things as well, a longer drive, working in the snow, new gear, new things to learn and new people to meet. It’ll be sort of like hitting the reset button and that is a very nice and fun thing to get to do every now and again.
So this summer dawned with some stress and some changes that the family had to endure and work through. It was a bit bumpy but we managed and have come through it stronger. As summer ends we’ll be going through more changes and we’ll be stronger for it. I think my work hours in the winter might be a bit more reasonable and while I’ll still have to work weekends I might be able to enjoy the holidays a bit more and I may actually get to be home in the evenings on a more regular basis which will be worth the drive and the gas all by itself. I’d like to take this opportunity to thank my wife for her support and encouragement in this and all of the endeavors I’ve pursued over the years. She takes the brunt of these kinds of things and she does so with a smile, most of the time, because she knows it’s what I want. So here’s to new adventures and expanding the mind!